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Give them pleasure - The same pleasure they have...

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Dec 25th

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Questioning Sexuality.

Me: i honestly think, you can make anyone fall for anyone but my mentality is different
Friend: :O explain
Friend: sounds interesting
Me: to me, the more you hang out with someone the more you like them. Once someone plants a thought in a persons mind
Me: I guess inception if you will or if anyone bombards you with the idea you question it more. Make sense so far?
Friend: hmmm, yeah. Go on.
Me: so before you get in any relationship you spend time with a person, hence a friendship, but once one of your other friends thinks its other wise you start to question everything; in this case being gay
Friend: Right, continue.
Me: Not that any other way of thinking is wrong in believing that being born a certain way and self realization occurs at a later onset, but if you took a person and exposed them to certain variabilities like having someone accuse you of being gay or being around someone gay or bi whichever.
Friend: yeah
Me: Turns on a mindset of thinking and starting to think you are gay
Friend: yep! The more you hear it, the more you start believing it.
Me: In any sense you are a product of your environment
Friend: !!!
Me: So the matter of sexuality, is a mindset it's either a tradition you uphold or break away from.
Friend: you're really onto something, hah
Me: anyone can say this
Friend: well yes, but you put it together very well
Friend: I believed in being born that way, but in a way, what you said makes a lot of sense as well
Me: It's just whatever you want to think
Friend: Pretty awesome explanation dilly. I liked it a lot it's reblog worthy.
Me: but believing you are born that way did you hear it from someone else or did it come out of self realization
Me: thoughts are recylced
Friend: o_o mind fuckkk!
Friend: but yes it makes sense though during high school people constantly accused me of being gay. However, i used to be super homofobic and i kept on telling them it wasnt true until one day i decided to google it and started watching gay pron..then i kinda realized i liked it and thats how it kinda grew on me i started noticing guys more and girls less and then after experimenting with my first bf that kinda just sealed it.
Me: you get curious, you analyze it, you accept it or refute it, if acceptance happens you grow to explore more
Friend: Yes, thats what happened to me and now im where im at not saying im unhappy
Me: You wont be unhappy, you choose it
Friend: Yeah